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We all have a story to tell.

Whether we whisper or yell.
We all have a story, of adolescence and all it's glory.
We all have a story to tell.

Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

-Happily ever after by HeisWe

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If you can't

SCREAM YOUR HEART
OUT
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WRITE it! :)
-xtina
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LILIPAD... LILIPAD.... MANALIG KA LANG!
Datteebbbaayyyoooo xTina!!! (^_^)




Monday, January 31, 2011

JUST ENJOY THE PLACE

They say, live life to the fullest! Well I won't argue with that, I just couldn't agree more!!! But sadly here comes the "crap"! We have this so called plant visit... ( we will visit some of the hybrid plants on different botanical gardens... wtf, this is only a joke! you know what Plant Visit means don't you? :) ... This is so educational and at the same time its also about having fun! Lets call it a field trip.

Haven't been into Ilocus Sur before so I'm actually getting excited with the idea of staying there for two nights and another two nights in Baguio.


So ok lets go back to the "LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST THING". I swear to God it will be an all out fun and entertaining while discovering and learning new things if I would end up spending the trip with all my friends but sadly we won't be together. We're on different buses! WTF? The classic bus moments! :L

I hate to say this, but it goes so ugly crappy *bop*

They could have at least give the "convenience" we all deserved.

A week from now and here comes the Feb 9,10,11 and 12. I hope everything will be alright. Good vibes for the win! :)

Saturday, January 29, 2011

can i just walk

Again.. for the nth time, I just couldn't find a way to fix the flaws. It's not that I could actually do that perfectly, but hey I could actually be at least give it a try. But sadly, these past days I feel so vulnerable about almost everything. My pessimistic side without a doubt, is eating me alive and I hate myself because I let it happened that way. Yes sometimes things just happened, things goes the opposite of what we planned, let me just say that it is fair enough to call the world unfair. Yes what a crap, I've got dose of that these past days. Complaining? Kinda I guess, but what else it could do?, just a pain on the head, pain on the head? that i can endure, but pain on my heart? I can't seem to breathe. You see, I'm actually aware of the right things to do, its just that it ends there. I don't know how to start a walk. I only do the talking.

This is the reason why I didn't dare to write a new years resolution. I can't seem to accomplish anything!

Worse? I JUST MADE MYSELF A FOOL.

Somewhere in between this pain and hurt lies hope. I'm sorry January if I wasted you, guess I just have to learn from you.


Friday, January 21, 2011

BLAH

Have you ever been in a situation wherein all your efforts suddenly turn into nothing?

Just recently I’ve been there… It’s nothing but beyond hurtful. But hey, I’m recovering. Thank goodness, for God really saves.

Some people told me not to confuse myself with what is fantasy into what is reality.

Obviously the latter is far more important. I do agree with it but somehow I can’t help but to wonder, does things that actually happened and turned out to be the reality now, were also the things that were actually a fantasy before? That thought gives me the thing I called “good vibes”, the optimism about believing that possibilities are infinite, anything can happen, that even the wildest dream sometimes exist in real world.

To gain back my self confidence, I guess I have to surrender from the fact that life also offers the value of humility, that in order to gain success you must lay your feet flat on the ground.. and never never put your heads up in the clouds.

Life has no resetting… things cannot be undone… but I still believe in “Changes”.

Goodnight and God Bless :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

THE EPIC 50 PESOS DAY.


Today turned out to be different from the usual day, aside from the fact that we have to take the freezing 25 degrees weather, here comes the epic after class moment.

After our electronics class, I along with my well-behaved friends decided to feed up our stomach first before going home. We don’t take time considering that when we arrived at home we will actually be indulging our dinner since it was almost dinner time already. “Ang taong gutom na… Hahamakin ang lahat.. makakain lang..” LOL.

Then here’s the epic moment.

When Leianne was about to pay for our bills, all of a suddenly a strong gust of wind blows her up.. I mean her 50 pesos. Everyone was freaking out including the vendor, except Julie whose busy discussing “Narnia-stuff” to Vlairre, and Leianne who seems cool enough and still continuing serving herself with her egg sandwich thinking that in the first place she was the one who caused the problem. Vlairre S. Antolin, ( thumbs up for the complete name.lol) got so alarmed that she hurriedly catches the flying 50 pesos. The 50 pesos flew far away into the dark part of a huge empty parking lot field. Julie who was some how petrified and astonished as she was obviously out of clues on what was really happening. She was wondering why on earth Vlairre suddenly runs into the dark open field.

So with panic she blurted out, “VLLLLAAAIIIRRREEEE!!!!!”.

Vlairre managed to answered, “Kukunin ko lang yung 50 pesos!”.

Julie wasn’t able to hear it clearly replied with a question, “Anung pink?”

It was indeed a laugh trip! OMO, if only you could have seen Julie’s epic face! She was really worried about Vlairre. She’s afraid Vlairre has gone insane. LOL.

We all went home with an aching stomach, not because we’re hungry but because of laughing so hard! WIN!!!! :)

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

once is enough. twice is too much. thrice is stupidity. and on the fourth time? It’s beyond stupidity, and on the 5th? WTF? hindi porke’t to the infinity ang pagbibilang ganun din ang bilang ng maibibigay na pagkakataon… may mga taong umuunawa.. pero di ba.. tao nga… ibig sabihin.. napapagod din…

Monday, January 10, 2011

The Raffle.

January 4, 2011.

Can I just win for once in my entire life?

While waiting for our prof to arrive, Santa Claus came in, oh sure he was late for Christmas but wasn’t it nice if we feel the spirit of Christmas on an ordinary day? Haha… One of our prof decided to gave us a new year’s treat. I think no one ever anticipated this! He collects our Id’s then.. tadaaahh… Instant raffle game!

But I guess I have to be better luck next time! As I always have to! Never been congratulated for winning any raffle games before!

Julie won though! After the class we ate at Mcdo. First Tuesday of the Year was the continuation of the chismisan day.. I guess? Haha.





random pic FTW! lol....
(L-R: Lhei, Mhay, Yours truly, Julie)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

The first Monday of the Year, Class resumed

(L-R: Joseph, Lhei, Vlairre, Julie )

January 3, 2011.

I don’t know what happen to the vigor of going to school but all of a suddenly I’m losing some of it. Not that I’m lazy… or in my own native tounge,“isang tamad”! Maybe because actually our class welcomes the year by the thought of having a quiz on the first Monday of the new year, where in it was supposed to be a “chismisan day”! I must say it firmly and with a matter of fact tone, It must be a chismisan day! Thank God I’m lucky enough that it was indeed a chismisan day! Our prof didn’t came, so what do you expect to the class that was left behind? Of course we took our “exploration excitation” or gala for the win! :). The best part was actually when we were pampering at Salon where supposedly we are at school! Teehee… (We just accompanied Vlairre who's brave enough to go Bald!!! OMO I'm just exaggerating.. LOL. )


(L-R: Mhay, Donis, Yours truly, Kim)

Unfortunately I wasn't able to take new photos so I will post some photos taken last year.



THE FIRST WEEK OF 2011


Hello! 2011! You finally came and I shall embrace you like a little child cuddled her teddy bear! Aww.. I’m so sweet. Metaphor for the win! LOL. Anyways, so finally it’s almost a week, since 2010 bids goodbye and you came in! Wow, “time” really does flies by. I thought I might share some of the epicness of my first week of 2011! Ok here’s some idly bitty…

We celebrate New Year’s Eve usually in our province Pangasinan, but due to some unanticipated events, our family decided to celebrate the New Year here at Olongapo. It was kind of breaking the habit that yearly I devoted myself into, like having road trips, celebrating and partying with my cousins, nephews, nieces and with our other relatives, and attending mass at Manaoag Church. Despite the fact that I missed all of those, I still can say that we had a fine New Year’s Eve Celebration. Even just the four of us, and yeah even if I’m stuck at Olongapo!

I’ll post updates soon :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

AN ENCOUNTER WITH A JERK

January 5, 2011.

This is the first time that I have been hit on by a jerk!!! Yeah emphasize to the jerk!

Slang word “Jerk” definition according to Urban Dictionary:

An idiot or stupid person. An insensitive, selfish, ignorant, cocky person who is inconsiderate and does stupid things. Despite of all those negativity, they are still highly conceited!


On my way to my school, I was waiting for a jeepney when suddenly this carrying-underdeveloped-brain-jerk came in and asks some what the fudge questions!

He asks me first, what my course is.
At first I thought he was just curious since I get used to some people who was born approachable and who seems nice who asks me about my course before.
So I answered him politely, “ECE”.
I saw the confusion on his face. I believe… he doesn’t know what it is, so he brags about his own course, in which I didn’t ask in the first place! Wow! Criminology! Amazing! FYI, its sarcasm.

He deliberately asks me if I’m studying at St. Columban, and I tell you I’m in my school uniform that day, I strongly believed na halos lahat ng tao sa Olongapo alam ang uniform ng Columban!

I just responded with a nod.

hello obviously! Am I wearing a cosplay? Isn’t it pretty obvious? Blue checkered long skirt? Ateneo uniform ba to? Meron ba nun dito?

Then again, he asks me, what are the courses available in our college? WTF?? Do I look like a walking school registrar?

With a wryly expression I answered him,

“Marami!”,

then he rebutted me with a nausea demanding statement,

“Marami, eh isa isahain mo!”

Oh holy cat! Anu ba tingin niya sa Columban? School-schoolan? Dalawa o tatlo lang courses para isaisahin ko sa kanya? %&$*%& ay talaga oo!

I started to feel that this jerk was trying to hit on me with his latter questions, he asks me,

“Di ka lumalabas ng bahay noh?”

I answered him with an irritated voice, “hello nasa labas kaya ako ngayon!”

“San ka nakatira? Pwedeng dumalaw” Dalaw? ano ka kuya Menstruation? Dalaw? Pelikula ni Kris?

I didn’t respond because obviously he was really becoming nausea to me.

When I didn’t reply, this Jerk starts to morphed into 100% highly conceited jerk!

He actually gave me some compliments but how the hell I would be able to appreciate at the same time to feel flattered if that was all coming from a total jerk like him!

Then he started to ask me for my cellphone number! Anu ka na ngayon kuya magjuejueteng? LOTTO ba to? Hayyyyyyyyyyy

Still got no response from me, how I badly wish that on that time na sana may dumating ng jeep!

He then commented, “Wag ka ng mahiya.. sige na uy.. May number ka?”

Thank God I saw a jeep coming…

He stills eagerly talking to me like blah blah… “Uy.. may number ka?”

Then the jeep finally stops in front of us… I immediately went inside then I blurted out, “di ako tumataya sa jueteng kuya!!”

What a JERKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

Being friendly is different from being a jerk!

THE END.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

ALL GIRL BAND

nalala ko.. nasabi ko before.. I'm not into all girl bands... and then naalala ko, K-ON!!! ow shooot, oh yes I did like all girl band dati pa pala!! hahaha.. wala lang... :)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

NEW YEAR

the gust of fresh wind swirling all over the place.. the time for fixing flaws, and good to "stays for the same"... all I did was "talking".. i guess I have to start "walking"...