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We all have a story to tell.

Whether we whisper or yell.
We all have a story, of adolescence and all it's glory.
We all have a story to tell.

Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

-Happily ever after by HeisWe

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LILIPAD... LILIPAD.... MANALIG KA LANG!
Datteebbbaayyyoooo xTina!!! (^_^)




Wednesday, June 1, 2011

TUMBLR

Having two personal blogs to manage is very tough as some of you might have as well experienced. So here you go, not actually totally leaving my blogspot site... but I'm just saying that most of my posts will be posted on my tumblr page. :) Just in case for some of the people out there who cares :))

Monday, May 30, 2011

DIVORCE GAGAWING LEGAL SA PINAS?

Kanina sa TV Patrol, they have a text poll concerning “Divorce”, lumalabas sa result, correct me if I’m wrong with the digits, but I know the percentage goes 53% or 51% for the Pro’s and the remaining percent is of course for the against divorce.

Nakakalungkot lang na sa panahon ngayon madame na ang sumasangayon dito. Even without the concern of religion, this concept is really wrong. Yes, you may have had ended with a bad relationship that before inakala mong wagas at totoo, and now your solution is divorce? Ganun na lang ba talaga kadali yun? Why not try to think of the possible ways of saving your relationship, or think of the positive reasons why you have to save your relationship…like thinking about your kids? In my opinion if our government allows “divorce” in our country probably they will just increase also the number of broken families here in the Philippines. There’s this old saying about getting married, “Ang pag-aasawa hindi yan parang mainit na kaning isusubo mo lang, tapos kapag napaso ka iluluwa mo na lang bigla.” If there is indeed an option as “Divorce” don’t you think that saying will still be relevant? With Divorce as legal, that saying will be revised into something like this: “Ang pag-aasawa parang mainit na kanin lang yan.. pagsinubo mo tapos napaso ka.. eh di iluwa mo!”.

We are so blessed that God has given us freedom, to decide for our own… to have free will… kaya lang minsan naabuso naten…may mga mahahalaga tayong desisyon sa buhay na dapat isa-alang-alang at hindi nadadaan sa basta bastang pagdedesisyon. Same goes with matrimony.

As a daughter, I cannot bear to see my mom and dad to go their separate ways and never did I think of having a broken family. Again I repeat myself, Divorce will not actually make our country convenient, and instead it will just increase the chances of having countless numbers of ruined families. Hindi naman naten kelangan makipagsabayan sa mga ibang bansa eh, dahil hindi naman porke’t ginagawa ng karamihan eh yun na ang tama.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

HELLO STRANGER THAI MOVIE

Hello Stranger Thai Movie And I thought Crazy Little Thing Called Love was the only one… here’s another BEAST! :)  Quick Movie Review: 1.) Not your typical “out of the country then boy meets girl love story” 2.) Very hilarious at the same time a tear jerker movie. 3.) Unpredictable plot 4.) You’ll get the feeling of aching to visit Korea 5.) You’ll definitely fall in love with the characters! 6.) Dang to Dang! (hope you get that?lol) You’ll get infected with Dang’s contagious cute laugh. Like his role, he’s so crazy! :) Sub to the number 6, you’ll soon realize Dang somehow looks like the combination of John Avila and Christian Bautista… 7.) May :)  Great actress! She’s really perfect with her role. :) She looks like Janice of JayessLee (popular singing twins from youtube)… Lastly,  The Movie itself is a masterpiece. Very creative when it comes to the script, cinematography, plot, direction… everything that a great movie has! You won’t regret watching it, well unless if you’re a hardcore morbid. Thai movies are best in making you say this after you had watched: “Dammmmnnn to that! I want a sequel!!!!” Yeah Dammnn to that! I really want a sequel!!!!!!!

Hello Stranger Thai Movie

And I thought Crazy Little Thing Called Love was the only one… here’s another BEAST! :)

Quick Movie Review:

1.) Not your typical “out of the country then boy meets girl love story”

2.) Very hilarious at the same time a tear jerker movie.

3.) Unpredictable plot

4.) You’ll get the feeling of aching to visit Korea

5.) You’ll definitely fall in love with the characters!

6.) Dang to Dang! (hope you get that?lol)

You’ll get infected with Dang’s contagious cute laugh. Like his role, he’s so crazy! :)

Sub to the number 6, you’ll soon realize Dang somehow looks like the combination of John Avila and Christian Bautista…

7.) May :)

Great actress! She’s really perfect with her role. :)

She looks like Janice of JayessLee (popular singing twins from youtube)…

Lastly, The Movie itself is a masterpiece. Very creative when it comes to the script, cinematography, plot, direction… everything that a great movie has! You won’t regret watching it, well unless if you’re a hardcore morbid. Thai movies are best in making you say this after you had watched: “Dammmmnnn to that! I want a sequel!!!!”

Yeah Dammnn to that! I really want a sequel!!!!!!!


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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

TWENTEEN


*I’m typing this on the 24th of May… an hour before I turn “Tweenteen” :) *

So…. I guess I’m out of words. If Microsoft word would type instantly what’s on my mind…

Probably he’ll type like this:

$#^&#$(#*(*#%#&@

Like I don’t know.. There’s something inside of me.. I just can’t fully express… Excitement ba’to? Maybe… but usually if that’s the case.. I blurted out like this:

Wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I guess, everyone feels this some kind of uncategorized, inevitable somehow ecstatic indescribable feeling whenever you reach another year in your life. Thank God for the world is still alive, well you know about the “May 21 Doomsday Prediction” news? ‘nuff said.

So what’s up with me?

Probably still most of the same me, the one who loves anime, music, media stuffs, who loves to draw, play around with my cat, surf the internet, share my insights in forums. I’m still the same person who loves to edit videos, experimenting in photoshop, goofing around with my bestest friends, enthusiastically the one who’s cheering and teasing for my mom and dad to kiss…haha, the one who enjoyed playing a trick with her brother, the one who strangely thinking about the magic brought to me by different people whom I happened to know… or strangers that happened to passed by and probably I’m still the one who is hiding inside her own nest plainly and oddly thinking about life and the way it’s becoming somehow simplified…

Yes another year. The feeling of being blessed… not because I got the best of everything.. I do have failures, actually many regrets in the past years. But would it be better if I just embrace life just the way it is? well it doesn’t mean I will stick forever with my flaws… Yes I also do have unanswered prayers… bad decisions… broken dreams…being mistreated.. misplaced.. misunderstood.. ( oh wait.. I’m singing..lol..) … got lots of wishful thinking that’s somehow drowning me in the space of my reality.

Cliché as it may sound but past is past…

Another year is given. Another chance.

We are constantly learning… soon everything will fall accordingly to what is planned by him, and I trust him… I will surrender everything to him… though doing my part is not that easy… but still this is life, with tons of decisions to make I would gladly take the risk to live and just be who I am.

PS: I’m saying goodbye to being Ms. Pushover… *behlat!!!*

Monday, May 23, 2011

FRIEND MALE THAI MOVIE



re-watching this teaser for the 2nd time. I hate it because this makes me more confuse!!!!

here's my observation though:

The anime character is actually a girl, with the way she looks like? probably someone called a 'boyish'. (Danngg.. I missed it the first time I saw this teaser.. thought it was a guy.. and I've got the initial thought of her crushing so hard with an anime character! )

and yeah I've got this weird feeling that she is a lesbian in this film.

You know, like she has a 'friend male' inside her.. > (Am I making sense?)

and the one that strengthen my theories?

is this:

Notice the underlined letters that spelled "FEMALE".

OK maybe I'm just thinking way too hard... but that's just my observations... funny thing is, well some people got this same observations as well. :)

Mr. Google won't help me. I don't have a Thai friend to read their scripts.

Yes I'm confuse! So confuse about the synopsis! and that's what makes me want to watch this movie aside from the fact that Bai Fern Pimchanok Leuwi%&#* (whatever!) is here! :)



Thursday, May 19, 2011

7 ELEVEN LATEST TVC IN THE PHILIPPINES

misteravid:

Rangers in the third world.

Photos by Nicole from the set of that fun Slurpee advert I worked on : )

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Kinda sad when I read “Rangers in the third world” :(. (Reality bites I guess..) Anyways its not what I’m gonna talk about now. I just love this TVC :) I’m not so sure what will happen if the rangers will meet Domo-kun. LOL. Probably the cutest thing ever? :)

Another awesome creation, kudos to the team and Sir Avid. You never fail to amuse me.. :)

PS: This TVC awakens the Super Sentai Addiction I’ve got back to the days when I thought they were real! LOL. The reason also why I’m re-watching Engine Sentai Go-Onger! :)







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NAM AND SHONE READY TO INVADE PHILIPPINES THIS MAY!


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Ok.. this makes me more super excited! and I've heard its gonna be aired this May! What a perfect birthday treat! :) woooottt!!! :)

I enjoyed this film in Thai's original version, what more if its in my native tongue! Swear! Ansaya saya! :)

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

ACLTCL

If movies were monsters this will be the beast! LOL.

Its been months since the first time I have watched this epic Thai movie and I gotta admit I’m also one of those who abuses it. Well not the scary or psycho thing but I just love to watch it over and over again. Ok ‘nuff said this is not my story. Here’s the real start of my review:

One thing that surely made this movie a fiery hit was that they have an awesome set of actors and actresses!

P’Shone? Mario Maurer. The definition of a real gorgeously handsome leading man. forget the list of handsome guys, he’s on the top!

Nam? Baifern. She’s so pretty that you will envy her to death! err.. joking! She’s really lovable. :)

Teacher In? needless to say she’s the coolest teacher ever! :)

Actually the story is so cliche! You might had probably watched a couple of teen flicks before. But did you actually ask yourself, especially to those who are so fond to romance movies, what’s the spell bounded with these kind of movies that keeping you attached?

A crazy little thing called LOVE? indeed!

With this movie the same old happy-sad feelings that you had back to the days when you were being head over heels to someone who means the world to you is suddenly being revived.Dang to that feeling :) (oh.. i’m having a jelly toes right now.. LOL)

That’s that! For humanity sake, we all have that ‘story’ in us. It could be someone from your highschool life, a classmate, schoolmate, instructor, your company’s boss, officemate, your gloomy neighbor, your boyfriend etc&&

101% excellent movie. I don’t care if you push me off to swimming pool just like what had happened to the ‘beyond hurtful’ scene of Nam and P’Shone. I won’t get tired loving this movie! :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

This entity is now back. Hiatus is almost over! Recovering from the state of impecunious and returning from space bent back to the natural occurrence of events. Data manipulation of acquired and lost info set to restoration in coming days. (Hardcore Nagatoism? LOL ) (^_^)V..

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Fighting!

There will come a time where in truth will be slapped right into your face. A truth that is inevitably hurtful. That maybe will cause everything to fall down. Where to start again? Its hard to tell. But I dare to seek, if that's the only way to live.


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

:) Smiley

All of a suddenly my heart did a backflip. Ok this came randomly. Joke.

Damn I’m longing for this kind of feeling. Pakiramdam ko kasi recently, I have the tendency to become emo without even noticing. So this has got to be some breath of fresh air. Thank God. Hayyy.. summer scent.. ( ok I’m starting to talk nonsense… lol).

I’m eating chocolates now. That’s all I have for breakfast? Healthy noh? *sarcasm alert*

Ok scratch that.

Honestly this post must be the most random post ever. I can’t put it into words what I really feel now. Good vibes naman. Basta namiss ko lang itong feeling na ito…. I don’t even know the reason why. Maybe because after summer lots of doors of opportunity will be open. And what I’m looking forward the most? the door of changes. And btw, next month birthday ko pa… waah I’m turning tweenteen.

Looking back andame talagang dapat ipagpasalamat. Pakiramdam ko nga yung iba sa blessings ni God di ko deserved but I’m definitely thankful.

Gonna grow up, be someone. Draw a map, find a path, take a breath and RUN.

I just love that line from the song “and Run” by He is We.

I feel like I’m talking to myself. People have a purpose. And it’s a way of a crap just by letting myself becoming a negative entity.

like you can’t just hate yourself for the rest of your lives. Sometimes you just have to embrace, the craziest, the wackiest, the melodramatic and the imperfect YOU inorder to be a better YOU. :)

Thursday, March 31, 2011

To Sahamongkolfilm Company Limited

To Sahamongkolfilm Company Limited and to whom it may concern,

I just want to express my disappointments regarding on a copyright noticed I have received from my Youtube account, to make matter worse in which leads to my account for a possible termination. Honestly I’ve never intended to copyright such materials. All I did was just a simple fan video of the movie “A Crazy Little Thing Called Love”. Recently the two videos which are containing video clips from the said movie were permanently removed due to copyright issue. I could have understand if you deleted the second video in which it has actually a compilation of some of the funny scenes from the movie, but for deleting a purely fan video? It was indeed a big dismay on my part. Some may find this an exaggeration but I’m so badly hurt on what had happened. I am just trying to show my appreciation for the said movie for the least possible way I could think of, and that is through making fanvid. I know somehow you might find this issue evitable, I hope not. I have seen many video which are pretty much the likes on what I have, yet they aren’t deleted. I am so disappointed on what had happened, doing fan video is not just as easy as it may seem, and it takes a lot of time, efforts, dedication and most especially inspiration. I believe I’m just doing it, not to violate any rules of copyright but it is just to simply show my appreciation.

On the other hand I do understand that you’re just protecting your material to any form of copyright infringement, but at least you could have done it fairly and wisely. And I strongly believe fanvids are exemption.

I will still be looking forward and continue appreciating such world class movies like ACLTCL.

Friday, March 18, 2011

HE WANTS TO MEET ME? SRYSLY?

I just can't get over with the text message I received yesterday, coming from a friend of mine, Lhei. It goes like this, "When a person appears on your dream it means that he/she wants to meet you". and it ended as if it was own and justified to be true by adding "Time Magazine" at the end of the qoute. Seriously? If its for real, I wouldn't make it so hard for Christofer Drew. LOL. I just fly to America and meet him. Like a highly conceited girl. haha. Like I've been dreaming about him lately after I became a loser of not being able to go and see him in person during his series of shows her in the Philippines. Ok I'm just looling so hard over with that thought, but honestly, if that was just real, that would be the sweetest! Well aside from Christofer Drew of Nevershoutnever could it be also possible that "HE" particular to someone! ahem.. really wants to meet me? Maybe I should slap my face right now! Ow gawwdd. I wish my weirdness level up just like Haruhi Suzumiya's. LOL.

http://worthtaker.blogspot.com/2011/03/he-wants-to-meet-me-srysly.html

ok enough with the talking I do have more plenty of things to say but I'm afraid I really should be sleeping right now. Like who the hell wants to be a loser on her first day of job interview for tomorrow? Definitely not me! Just ish me luck! All the good vibes.


PS: Summer time. :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

FRIDAYMUCH.

Got some few itty bittsies today.

It feels like again, I’m holding on to the same old thread. Somehow, hopes still at my side.

I walk on the same path everyday. Got so many humps along the way. I close my eyes to escape.. just for a minute.. Even for a second. Nothing can knock this out. I’m so tired and so disheartened.

The truth is, everyday feels like a cut of blade.

Sometimes I blame myself, if only I could have shown my real feelings.

Just randomly, last night a friend of mine reminds me this, “LET YOUR YES MEANS YES, AND YOUR NO MEANS NO”. Quite easy to say so, but it is so hard to do.

We all hide our emotions, not just because we are afraid others might look down at us.

Most of the times we hide our true emotion because we are afraid to hurt someone.

It may seem to be vulnerable to the part of the person who is pretending, but when we try to scrutinize and look even closer we might see that those people are also the same brave people who are willing to sacrifice everything including his own happiness just for the sake of someone he loves.


The best remedy for a broken soul and a broken heart would be enough as something like a sweet smile from the person who is worth the pain.


I love my family…. My friends… you…. It’s just that things aren’t so perfect. Let’s deal with it.

Monday, February 21, 2011

HE IS WE

I just love them. :)

Here I made a wallpaper all for the love of He is We :D





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Sunday, February 20, 2011

its just weighing down so damn heavy... :(

Thursday, February 17, 2011

http://xtinasartworth.deviantart.com/gallery/28717057

Here's my collection at my deviantart site of some of the mesmerizing and captivating flowers of Baguio from our last trip almost a week ago... I took all these shots and I do regret I only took a few.. Oh well better than nothing I guess.. :)

VIGAN TRIP


From my recently epic Vigan Trip :)





I just fell in love with this place. :)

Someone on twitter says: NEVER SHOUT NEVER - was cool and kind! THE MAINE - was hot. :) I thought they were on drugs. Haha. WE THE KINGS - EPIC. Best Rock Experience. Evurr!


Me: *cries so hard BIGTIME* I'm such a loser tonight! :'(

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

NEVERSEENEVER???


To those who will be able to meet and greet with NSN and WeTheKings guys please do us a favor. Share some photos, videos and stories guys. :) guess what? it sucks to be me right now, I really wanted to see them live, but I just can’t do anything! :’(

Sunday, February 13, 2011

FIELD TRIP 2011

The trip has ended. Filled with bursting emotions of fun and exhaustion. Well, just like an ordinary trip on board, things may come randomly. I’m so tired, but nothing much of tiredness can swallow the deep wound I’ve got from sort of random things that came on my way aboard. Lessons were learned, You might bump in to the most unexpected of things, whether just petty up to the most hurtful. Just put your trust to the Lord, you might not get the best ride you expect but you still came home safe, equip with new discoveries and lessons :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

DEALING WITH MISFORTUNES

Thoughts? You ask? I have so many of it tonight. Don’t even bother to ask me if they are good because I tell you… Today is not even worth it to call a “DAY”.

I woke up realizing that being an ECE student is such a pain in the .. (you know what’s next don’t you?). The last time I checked myself, last night I am so positive about everything, even ugly crappy twist and turns of event won’t let me down! Don’t get me wrong, I love my course. The thing is, when actually misfortunes suddenly ruined everything. Like there are any misfortunes? Ekk

Fate is something we create just to name every result of our own decisions.

Though some might find this in contrary to what I’ve been saying before but I do strongly believe that… “God has a plan for each one of us”.

The only difference about fate and God’s plan for us, is that the latter is impeccable and it is truly existing.

Misfortunes justify the belief on fate. So today, I’m not a victim of misfortunes. It’s just me who has been played by the sudden circumstances. Though it is most often times hard to admit, it just that suddenly I’ve just made a wrong decision. With that I am bold enough to face the consequences. Whatever happen I know it is safe to say that God has planned it for me. I will just live my life.. as if everything that is happening to me including the fucked up ones has meant something that is best for me.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

FEBRUARY FEVER!




February Fever!!! OMO! Nevershoutnever, We the Kings and the Maine.. LIVE IN MANILA on Feb 17-20! I really really wish I could go there! Good vibes for the win! :)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

FIREWORK

I SO LOVE THIS SONG AND ESPECIALLY THE LYRICS! ♥

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road


Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on set your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on set your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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THE K.A.R.M.A NAME GAME THING






Ok so today is the start of the crazy game I called the KARMA NAME GAME. This is actually a game I play with my friends, Kyle, Arnie, Ryan and Anne. Don't get confused if you don't remember me mentioning them before here on my blog, they're just basically Vlairre, Julie, Joseph and Lhei in which I guess you are more familiar with. So what's with the name thing? Easy, let us talk about the origin of the abbreviation KARMA which is also the name of our amplifier. It came from Kyle Arnie Ryan Maria and Anne. Obviously I'm Maria. :)

Here's the mechanics, for one whole week each one of us will be called from our second names or in the given names that we're not usually get used to be called. In my case they will call me Maria ( 5 stars for a beautiful name.LOL). Here's now the catch, we should not mistakenly confused ourselves to call each on any of us to their usual names, one mistake is equivalent to 5 pesos.

Guess what? We're just getting started today and we've got 45 pesos already in the bank. LOL.
I mistakenly called Julie two times and Vlairre. LOL. Bye bye 15 pesos. *bop*

btw, forgot to mention the proceed of the fund would go to our "FOODTRIP FUND" which will be equally divided to all of us at the end of the game. LOL.

So i guess I should really get used to call them now KYLE,ARNIE,RYAN and ANNE. :D

Monday, January 31, 2011

JUST ENJOY THE PLACE

They say, live life to the fullest! Well I won't argue with that, I just couldn't agree more!!! But sadly here comes the "crap"! We have this so called plant visit... ( we will visit some of the hybrid plants on different botanical gardens... wtf, this is only a joke! you know what Plant Visit means don't you? :) ... This is so educational and at the same time its also about having fun! Lets call it a field trip.

Haven't been into Ilocus Sur before so I'm actually getting excited with the idea of staying there for two nights and another two nights in Baguio.


So ok lets go back to the "LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST THING". I swear to God it will be an all out fun and entertaining while discovering and learning new things if I would end up spending the trip with all my friends but sadly we won't be together. We're on different buses! WTF? The classic bus moments! :L

I hate to say this, but it goes so ugly crappy *bop*

They could have at least give the "convenience" we all deserved.

A week from now and here comes the Feb 9,10,11 and 12. I hope everything will be alright. Good vibes for the win! :)

Saturday, January 29, 2011

can i just walk

Again.. for the nth time, I just couldn't find a way to fix the flaws. It's not that I could actually do that perfectly, but hey I could actually be at least give it a try. But sadly, these past days I feel so vulnerable about almost everything. My pessimistic side without a doubt, is eating me alive and I hate myself because I let it happened that way. Yes sometimes things just happened, things goes the opposite of what we planned, let me just say that it is fair enough to call the world unfair. Yes what a crap, I've got dose of that these past days. Complaining? Kinda I guess, but what else it could do?, just a pain on the head, pain on the head? that i can endure, but pain on my heart? I can't seem to breathe. You see, I'm actually aware of the right things to do, its just that it ends there. I don't know how to start a walk. I only do the talking.

This is the reason why I didn't dare to write a new years resolution. I can't seem to accomplish anything!

Worse? I JUST MADE MYSELF A FOOL.

Somewhere in between this pain and hurt lies hope. I'm sorry January if I wasted you, guess I just have to learn from you.


Friday, January 21, 2011

BLAH

Have you ever been in a situation wherein all your efforts suddenly turn into nothing?

Just recently I’ve been there… It’s nothing but beyond hurtful. But hey, I’m recovering. Thank goodness, for God really saves.

Some people told me not to confuse myself with what is fantasy into what is reality.

Obviously the latter is far more important. I do agree with it but somehow I can’t help but to wonder, does things that actually happened and turned out to be the reality now, were also the things that were actually a fantasy before? That thought gives me the thing I called “good vibes”, the optimism about believing that possibilities are infinite, anything can happen, that even the wildest dream sometimes exist in real world.

To gain back my self confidence, I guess I have to surrender from the fact that life also offers the value of humility, that in order to gain success you must lay your feet flat on the ground.. and never never put your heads up in the clouds.

Life has no resetting… things cannot be undone… but I still believe in “Changes”.

Goodnight and God Bless :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

THE EPIC 50 PESOS DAY.


Today turned out to be different from the usual day, aside from the fact that we have to take the freezing 25 degrees weather, here comes the epic after class moment.

After our electronics class, I along with my well-behaved friends decided to feed up our stomach first before going home. We don’t take time considering that when we arrived at home we will actually be indulging our dinner since it was almost dinner time already. “Ang taong gutom na… Hahamakin ang lahat.. makakain lang..” LOL.

Then here’s the epic moment.

When Leianne was about to pay for our bills, all of a suddenly a strong gust of wind blows her up.. I mean her 50 pesos. Everyone was freaking out including the vendor, except Julie whose busy discussing “Narnia-stuff” to Vlairre, and Leianne who seems cool enough and still continuing serving herself with her egg sandwich thinking that in the first place she was the one who caused the problem. Vlairre S. Antolin, ( thumbs up for the complete name.lol) got so alarmed that she hurriedly catches the flying 50 pesos. The 50 pesos flew far away into the dark part of a huge empty parking lot field. Julie who was some how petrified and astonished as she was obviously out of clues on what was really happening. She was wondering why on earth Vlairre suddenly runs into the dark open field.

So with panic she blurted out, “VLLLLAAAIIIRRREEEE!!!!!”.

Vlairre managed to answered, “Kukunin ko lang yung 50 pesos!”.

Julie wasn’t able to hear it clearly replied with a question, “Anung pink?”

It was indeed a laugh trip! OMO, if only you could have seen Julie’s epic face! She was really worried about Vlairre. She’s afraid Vlairre has gone insane. LOL.

We all went home with an aching stomach, not because we’re hungry but because of laughing so hard! WIN!!!! :)

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

once is enough. twice is too much. thrice is stupidity. and on the fourth time? It’s beyond stupidity, and on the 5th? WTF? hindi porke’t to the infinity ang pagbibilang ganun din ang bilang ng maibibigay na pagkakataon… may mga taong umuunawa.. pero di ba.. tao nga… ibig sabihin.. napapagod din…

Monday, January 10, 2011

The Raffle.

January 4, 2011.

Can I just win for once in my entire life?

While waiting for our prof to arrive, Santa Claus came in, oh sure he was late for Christmas but wasn’t it nice if we feel the spirit of Christmas on an ordinary day? Haha… One of our prof decided to gave us a new year’s treat. I think no one ever anticipated this! He collects our Id’s then.. tadaaahh… Instant raffle game!

But I guess I have to be better luck next time! As I always have to! Never been congratulated for winning any raffle games before!

Julie won though! After the class we ate at Mcdo. First Tuesday of the Year was the continuation of the chismisan day.. I guess? Haha.





random pic FTW! lol....
(L-R: Lhei, Mhay, Yours truly, Julie)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

The first Monday of the Year, Class resumed

(L-R: Joseph, Lhei, Vlairre, Julie )

January 3, 2011.

I don’t know what happen to the vigor of going to school but all of a suddenly I’m losing some of it. Not that I’m lazy… or in my own native tounge,“isang tamad”! Maybe because actually our class welcomes the year by the thought of having a quiz on the first Monday of the new year, where in it was supposed to be a “chismisan day”! I must say it firmly and with a matter of fact tone, It must be a chismisan day! Thank God I’m lucky enough that it was indeed a chismisan day! Our prof didn’t came, so what do you expect to the class that was left behind? Of course we took our “exploration excitation” or gala for the win! :). The best part was actually when we were pampering at Salon where supposedly we are at school! Teehee… (We just accompanied Vlairre who's brave enough to go Bald!!! OMO I'm just exaggerating.. LOL. )


(L-R: Mhay, Donis, Yours truly, Kim)

Unfortunately I wasn't able to take new photos so I will post some photos taken last year.



THE FIRST WEEK OF 2011


Hello! 2011! You finally came and I shall embrace you like a little child cuddled her teddy bear! Aww.. I’m so sweet. Metaphor for the win! LOL. Anyways, so finally it’s almost a week, since 2010 bids goodbye and you came in! Wow, “time” really does flies by. I thought I might share some of the epicness of my first week of 2011! Ok here’s some idly bitty…

We celebrate New Year’s Eve usually in our province Pangasinan, but due to some unanticipated events, our family decided to celebrate the New Year here at Olongapo. It was kind of breaking the habit that yearly I devoted myself into, like having road trips, celebrating and partying with my cousins, nephews, nieces and with our other relatives, and attending mass at Manaoag Church. Despite the fact that I missed all of those, I still can say that we had a fine New Year’s Eve Celebration. Even just the four of us, and yeah even if I’m stuck at Olongapo!

I’ll post updates soon :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

AN ENCOUNTER WITH A JERK

January 5, 2011.

This is the first time that I have been hit on by a jerk!!! Yeah emphasize to the jerk!

Slang word “Jerk” definition according to Urban Dictionary:

An idiot or stupid person. An insensitive, selfish, ignorant, cocky person who is inconsiderate and does stupid things. Despite of all those negativity, they are still highly conceited!


On my way to my school, I was waiting for a jeepney when suddenly this carrying-underdeveloped-brain-jerk came in and asks some what the fudge questions!

He asks me first, what my course is.
At first I thought he was just curious since I get used to some people who was born approachable and who seems nice who asks me about my course before.
So I answered him politely, “ECE”.
I saw the confusion on his face. I believe… he doesn’t know what it is, so he brags about his own course, in which I didn’t ask in the first place! Wow! Criminology! Amazing! FYI, its sarcasm.

He deliberately asks me if I’m studying at St. Columban, and I tell you I’m in my school uniform that day, I strongly believed na halos lahat ng tao sa Olongapo alam ang uniform ng Columban!

I just responded with a nod.

hello obviously! Am I wearing a cosplay? Isn’t it pretty obvious? Blue checkered long skirt? Ateneo uniform ba to? Meron ba nun dito?

Then again, he asks me, what are the courses available in our college? WTF?? Do I look like a walking school registrar?

With a wryly expression I answered him,

“Marami!”,

then he rebutted me with a nausea demanding statement,

“Marami, eh isa isahain mo!”

Oh holy cat! Anu ba tingin niya sa Columban? School-schoolan? Dalawa o tatlo lang courses para isaisahin ko sa kanya? %&$*%& ay talaga oo!

I started to feel that this jerk was trying to hit on me with his latter questions, he asks me,

“Di ka lumalabas ng bahay noh?”

I answered him with an irritated voice, “hello nasa labas kaya ako ngayon!”

“San ka nakatira? Pwedeng dumalaw” Dalaw? ano ka kuya Menstruation? Dalaw? Pelikula ni Kris?

I didn’t respond because obviously he was really becoming nausea to me.

When I didn’t reply, this Jerk starts to morphed into 100% highly conceited jerk!

He actually gave me some compliments but how the hell I would be able to appreciate at the same time to feel flattered if that was all coming from a total jerk like him!

Then he started to ask me for my cellphone number! Anu ka na ngayon kuya magjuejueteng? LOTTO ba to? Hayyyyyyyyyyy

Still got no response from me, how I badly wish that on that time na sana may dumating ng jeep!

He then commented, “Wag ka ng mahiya.. sige na uy.. May number ka?”

Thank God I saw a jeep coming…

He stills eagerly talking to me like blah blah… “Uy.. may number ka?”

Then the jeep finally stops in front of us… I immediately went inside then I blurted out, “di ako tumataya sa jueteng kuya!!”

What a JERKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

Being friendly is different from being a jerk!

THE END.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

ALL GIRL BAND

nalala ko.. nasabi ko before.. I'm not into all girl bands... and then naalala ko, K-ON!!! ow shooot, oh yes I did like all girl band dati pa pala!! hahaha.. wala lang... :)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

NEW YEAR

the gust of fresh wind swirling all over the place.. the time for fixing flaws, and good to "stays for the same"... all I did was "talking".. i guess I have to start "walking"...